Constant Problems

You can literally be in the most beautiful and serene place and still be plagued with the same problems. When you realize externalities don’t have an impact on your inner state you don’t want to experience things any more.

The environment and surroundings doesn’t matter, the filter your mind puts on it does. Any moment is a good moment when you’re not judging it. As long as there’s comparision with someone else’s experience, you’re still stuck in the same framework of judgement. Happiness can never be relative to some thing or person. If happiness is relative - it’s pleasure, and that wears off pretty quickly.

A desire to hold onto experiences and made up stories and things so that they keep fulfilling some imagination in your head, if you see it for the empty chase it is , you’ll reach a neutral ground. A ground indifferent to any and all experiences- A mind in need for security.

The next trip is going to do nothing but distract you with an empty pleasure and more stories that’ll last for a while. These memories will do nothing but add a set of stories that you keep telling yourself

You enter a relationship with someone, and they are literally a different person the next moment. So the internal fight starts as soon as you marry the idea of the person in your head. The person keeps on changing but you are still trying to conform them to your ideas.

The mind and it’s futile need for security doesn’t respect change nor life. It only respects unchanging concepts to seek refuge in and find “security” in .

Honesty starts when you see you dishonest and hypocritical you are.

Awareness starts when you see how you are clouded you are with your identity.